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This week is a busy and lethargic week for me.. rushing to finish up my projects and there are exams too.. haiz.. who say poly life is slack and relaxed? i dun agree with that... hahaz... jc life is stress too but jc life have more things to cope with... hahaz.. In the fact , that i still cannot accept the fact that i did not get in SAJC... maybe are due to many factors I cannot let go.. haiz.. life still have to goes on right? hahaz...
Stress and too many things to cope with that resulting of me falling ill... terrible.. hahaz..
yesterday got leng kee training.. The training was quite ok but not much people turned up for the training.. hahaz... went to have dinner with some of my teamates... pris left with coach.. left with me, boon, yeuai and yiqin... hahaz.. We had our fun time.. hahaz.. We were gossiping and talking crapz just like those uncles at the coffeshop.. hahaz.. so fun...
*plz give me one more chance for the sake of the love* |
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(Your Name) ♥ 9:08 PM |
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yaWn.. so tired.I went for VJC choir concert yesterday night. They were cool. The concert was magnificent.Today was a tired day for me. I could hardly lift up my head to concentrate during lesson. I kept on eat sweets to keep myself awake. muahahz...I HATE projects! All the projects come at one shot.hee...
Today is a emotional day for me as i went home alone.I had been thinking that ... joan msged me after my school and told me * wrote a diary and i was sad when i heard that what the diary entry was about.My mind tells me...
A tree is planted on the ground, standing firmly and strong, sorching sun, heavy rain, leaves dropping, fertillsers and love work? let it go? plant a new tree? what for let the tree suffer living?
achivement in my life? I always do those things wholeheartly, the result is nothing.
I give in my everything to u, SA bball team, alj team, studies. worth it?
studies? firstly cannot get in SA the more i worked so hard even during the first three months next, the course i want next no school accepted even if my result is not bad finally, got in sp of Business IT. I am still quite contented that i got in a business related course and got into a good school.
SA bball team? I felt that i am drifted apart with u guys ever since i left SA. I still deny that I am out of the team. Although i can sense it. Wake up hui !!! u are out of the team already. but i really loved them alot and want to keep the team spirit within each other. what should i do? leave them or continue to force myself to mingle with them?
alj team? alj team not the alj team i used to know. things changed. we are not as bonded as the past. i hope time will go back. what we want now? priority is to win? or keep the team spirit within as even if setbacks occurred? ever since i joined Leng Kee for youth cup only. I can sense that the team got prejudices against me. u guys will never know that i plucked up my courage to join the team. all the factors and the consequeces. try to be in my point of view. alj under 18 does not have enuff ppl. i want to play for alj too.but... i know that u never cared for me at all. u are only disappointed with peanut. me? i am just a pile of shit to u or? *The world is practical* i knew that but i still respect u alot. u know? i think u will never know. i heard that u have plans for us but did u tell us? me and nut have to make our own plans before u told us. at least u make the correct choice to bring buddy to hm u. from buddy's blog, i saw that u even called her and asked her hows she in hm u did u ever bother to call us and ask us how we in leng kee? nope. its ok.. it is already over. i care so much coz i still respect u. drifted apart from lq and yun. yun went oversea also never meation to me. hui are u crazy? are u really very close to them? must they tell u everything and care about u? simply think that i put so much effort and love into it. this is what i got back?
u that moment i knew that u are not feeling well, i got the urge to go buy medicine for u. know that u are not very pleased with the team u are in wanted to do things for u to encourage u. but... ur heart belongs to other clinge onto it or give up? i am in a confused state. i think that i should wish u all the best.. pluck up ur courage to go for the gurl u like.
meiting.take care le.. u will be alright de... dun brood over too much..always be there to support u....study well in tp too
I miss graffiti and sassy g cube girls. all seem so busy esp those in jcs.. haiz...
I miss my pillar of support too. *drum rolls* will be miss triple L.. hahaz.. hee.. she should busy with her work.. earn lots of $$$... |
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(Your Name) ♥ 7:44 AM |
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sorry for the post that i create.The font abit not right at the end.. hahaz... |
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(Your Name) ♥ 9:30 PM |
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HeLLo..My face is SCATCHED... haiZ.. When i was playing friendly match, the oppentent's nails cut my face.. haiZ...
[14 May]
Happy Vesak Day.. hahaz.. Early in the morning, i wake to see if there is any NBA matches but the outcome is nothing. I rot at home the whole day.It was raining heavily too.Joan and the seniors still planned to go and fly kite in the evening.Due to the rain, it was cancelled.Joan dragged me along to join the SA guys for dinner lo.Monster joined us too.The dinner is quite ok, quite fun.hahaz.. hee..
[15 May]
gosh~ I overslept.When i woke up, i realise it is already 10.55am.I was late fot nchs bball gathering. I met up with them at habour front.Due to the rain again, we waited till the rain stopped.It was so moody because of the cold weather.We played volleyball but that day is not a good day for us.Boon and me rushed off to bukit batok to meet up with Leng Kee teamates.We are famished so we went to KFC to grab a bite.We were in rush so we took the drinks , covered up the drink while the staff packed our burgers into a bag.The staff so funny when she realised that we packed our drinks ourselves and we explained to her and she laughed.We rot and laughed at the court while under 16 playing.Our game ended very late and i reached home around 12 midnight.hahaz...
[15 May]
Happy Mothers' Day!My parents and brother went to Genting lo.I watched TV till afternoon.I went to online and revise my maths.I happened to realise that it was jun qi's birthday.HaPPy 20 thBirThdaY !joan wanted to treat jun qi dinner. i went to make fun of joan that she want to treat jun qi dinner but in the end joan and jun qi asked me along.. They kept on persuade me.In the end, I fele that i was abit bored.I went to meet up with them.I almost get lost.. hahaz..great chat with the both of them.joan treat jun qi dinner and i bought a sponge cake for jun qi.We sang birthday song to him and he felt so weird.On my way home, i met ber, bel, april,hao (mei) and the rest.BEr and me pei bel home and i bought my snacks.I went home afterthat.
[15 May]
I LOVE my MUMMY.. She bought 2 shirts for me.I haven try on but i think is abit small for me... hahaz.. its alright la.THe thought that counts.hahaz..i dun feel like going to school lo but.. hahaz.. today end early..GREAT.HURRAY...!
*recover soon...drink more water.take care.stay cute 4eva.. hee..
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(Your Name) ♥ 8:44 PM |
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HeLLo..My face is SCATCHED... haiZ.. When i was playing friendly match, the oppentent's nails cut my face.. haiZ...
[14 May]
Happy Vesak Day.. hahaz.. Early in the morning, i wake to see if there is any NBA matches but the outcome is nothing. I rot at home the whole day.It was raining heavily too.Joan and the seniors still planned to go and fly kite in the evening.Due to the rain, it was cancelled.Joan dragged me along to join the SA guys for dinner lo.Monster joined us too.The dinner is quite ok, quite fun.hahaz.. hee..
[15 May]
gosh~ I overslept.When i woke up, i realise it is already 10.55am.I was late fot nchs bball gathering. I met up with them at habour front.Due to the rain again, we waited till the rain stopped.It was so moody because of the cold weather.We played volleyball but that day is not a good day for us.Boon and me rushed off to bukit batok to meet up with Leng Kee teamates.We are famished so we went to KFC to grab a bite.We were in rush so we took the drinks , covered up the drink while the staff packed our burgers into a bag.The staff so funny when she realised that we packed our drinks ourselves and we explained to her and she laughed.We rot and laughed at the court while under 16 playing.Our game ended very late and i reached home around 12 midnight.hahaz...
[15 May]
Happy Mothers' Day!My parents and brother went to Genting lo.I watched TV till afternoon.I went to online and revise my maths.I happened to realise that it was jun qi's birthday.HaPPy 20 thBirThdaY !joan wanted to treat jun qi dinner. i went to make fun of joan that she want to treat jun qi dinner but in the end joan and jun qi asked me along.. They kept on persuade me.In the end, I fele that i was abit bored.I went to meet up with them.I almost get lost.. hahaz..great chat with the both of them.joan treat jun qi dinner and i bought a sponge cake for jun qi.We sang birthday song to him and he felt so weird.On my way home, i met ber, bel, april,hao (mei) and the rest.BEr and me pei bel home and i bought my snacks.I went home afterthat.
[15 May]
I LOVE my MUMMY.. She bought 2 shirts for me.I haven try on but i think is abit small for me... hahaz.. its alright la.THe thought that counts.hahaz..i dun feel like going to school lo but.. hahaz.. today end early..GREAT.HURRAY...!
*recover soon...drink more water.take care.stay cute 4eva.. hee..
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(Your Name) ♥ 8:44 PM |
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The previous day.lisian came to my house and study. I teach her maths lo.. hahaz...I overslept coz the stupid li sian dun let me sleep.. I went to joan's house to make brownie for SA teamates.She is my *dear*.hahaz...sho fun making brownie.hee... In the end joan have to rush to tuition lo.. I went to watch alj play against qian xi.. haiz.. alj lost.. They played badly that day but i think they did their best already.*xin xing yi zu*
[1/5] Early in the morning , i went to joan's house again to make brownie.We finished wrapping and everything. I rushed to bugis to meet graffiti girls for gathering . It is so cool.We went to V8 to eat. We had so much talks n laughter.. hahaz.. After that we went to bugis icons.. hahaz.. BaBes.. I love u guyS so mUCH...i went home after that to finish up my model for IDEAS.
[2/5] sianz.. i was so tired today.. I have to present my model in front of 2 classes.. so pai sei.. hahaz.... i almost doze off during maths lesson.tml will be a hectic day for me.. gosh.. hate school.. hahaz.. alj u18 do not have enough players this year ? how? vexed.. I feel so worried for buddy now.. buddy.. u are the best CENTRE in my heart...
*u seem so near to me but yet so far**don't love u no more*
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(Your Name) ♥ 5:06 AM |
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